hi guys,

surprised to see me back here after so long huh? but nvm, i dun think any1 really bothers about this blog now, since it's like dead. Though its kinda funny, when i had the eminem template before this. PPL thought i was eminem, how crazy that sounds.

But let's get back to things. Much has happened during these few months of my absence. And i really do mean much. i will touch on those in the near coming future, not now. All i can say i have experienced moments of unforgettable happiness and joy in my life, as well as the most painful moments and memories, set to leave me scars for the rest of my life. i truly hate what i did, and i hate myself for that moment of folly, making me lose the very happiness and joy which i truly appreciate and love. i doubt they will return, though everyday i hoped in despondency that they will return, somehow things will turn for the better.......

okay, anyway, i'm now studyin in nyp sports and wellness management, for those who dunno. damn, i wonder if i ever got into the wrong course, but heck, i hate the business side of things. perhaps i wasnt made to count $$. but in any case, i feel so lonely even after going to poly. juz couldnt click on wif my class, i dunno why. Its a huge contrast compared to when im wif my sec sch mates. hell, its fun being wif them, i really missed and loved their company. guess they really know and appreciate the person im really am, unlike poly, so fucking boring.

maybe im racist, maybe im a introvert ( i doubt ) , or we juz cant click.

damn, i got to go study for my accounts. screw it.

signing off,
Mr Noob

[ i will never forget the time we spent together]
[but i will also never forget the hurt i did to you]
[ i will never forgive myself, and the guilt will stick onto me 4ever...]
[not unless u forgive me and let go of things..]
[ cos i really wish for you to be happy...]
[ i hate myself..]
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